I’m a murderer

I’m a murderer
I already killed so many times I can’t even count on my fingers anymore
I should be arrested but I’m obeying laws with such elegance no one ever saw

But they will judge me
Just as I jugded before
but they won’t kill me
Cause I’m the one , cutting me at millions pieces
Or maybe more…

Yo me quedo

Yo me Quedo

Fiel a el viento , en cuanto tocaré tu piel
en vez de romper filamento, emitiendo a ti, mi mujer
la cosa cuál siento, cuál no deja de crecer
insistir más tiempo a tu lado, sin caer
zarifo en el suelo , no dañarlo aprender

Cada día, quedarme mirando como floreces
un día al otro , en tu ritmo propio
mereces todo, el oro, diamantos mereces
pasando por jardines tuyos, llenos de opio
la droga más fuerte, el viento que tocó tu piel
envíandome piezas de ti , dulces como gotas de miel

Yo te amo mi dulce cosita
amo a ti , mi mujer preciosita
iluminas mi vida , me exitas

Hey you

Hey you ,
my little rose
Covered by drops , reflecting the red sun
Sun from far, far away
Sun from the place I would like to run

Hey you
My fresh blue blue sky
Containing drops , reflecting bird’s and flies
Birds coming from far away
From the world when I’d like to live and die

My exotic Bird
My little Sun
With or without touch
You can’t deny you’re mine

My little girl
Little girl o’ mine
best sector of my world
My heaven, my sky

Hey me
Yeah I’m talking with myself
Look at her hair , her eyes
You can see her purity
Yesterday, today or tonight

Hey me

Walking in the Moonlight

Walking in the moonlight
Afraid of the silver clouds
Afraid of the no moon night
Afraid to lose my path

Sunshine is too short
And maybe too bright
But now I must survive
Night after night

But I believe
There will come the day
Where I as see nothing but sun

You’re my sun baby
And I suffer cause I don’t see your light
And I suffer cause I’m afraid of the night

So before the sunset
I’m must tell you I want to some rays as close as Can I
And you are my sun today, and every day and night

Just a little actor

When yoo said you are not content
Sadness started to filling my body ,
Cause I was ment , until the end
Of the time, preserve you to be happy

Maybe it’s too much for you
Maybe it’s too much for me ,
To see and know that my girl is sad
And I promise I’ll do everything
To see your smile again

That beautiful smile on precious face
With soul full of godness
Simply the best
now full of emptiness?

I would rewrite everything I said
That was even a little inappropriate
But all I can do about it
Is to try to do my best

Cause I’m not director of this theatre
I’m just little actor , goddamned
But I will try to do my best
To make you sadness to go out of our way

Cause all I feel is that I care
Cause all I feel is that I want
And all I feel is not to be scared
To be there for you whole my life

Ballad of Acaicon and Em

Hey you Let me say this story
I heard it long long time ago
Story of a lost, forgotten glory
Hidden in the lion roar

Acaicon and Em
Lost soul and gem
Waves and rocky shore

But survived could
just One of them
One could escape that hord

Em wanted to be just like that one
Who´s hugging as waves their rocky shore
Second by second , one by one
Sanding rocks into not such violent form

Acai wanted to be just like those clouds
To travel distances never seen in his eyes
Bring fundamentals of living to create new life
And then again and again until they will die

They was just like brother and sister
Suddently Blood spilled into one form
But Never died , either born
Just like rainless and without thunders storm

Acai did continue in her dream
She went distances he never could
Not happy ,but with god dancing
second wish forever lost in stream

Em in endless sorrow and pain
Suddently lost, drowning in flames
Out his path, just with his boat
Boat made out of his faded love

Cause His boat was the last thing
Containing little piece of her
Close to cliff, hard to believe
That he would be able to jump

Jump out of past
It is really hard to leave
Things we loved, but were not dumb
We hate cage of time, but we cant break free

But he did jumped, trying to unchain
So then he was swimming in ocean endessly
Out of cliff and without boat
Half survived, half lost in troughts

Everyday and every hour
Wandering in endless sea
of course, he did meet someone
But noone remember beeing on own feets

So he started to looking for boat
For women able to share it
Why not to find our mystical shore?
And maybe help him to build it?

But everytime he saw better ship
He jumped into the cold sea
And crying woman with her tears
Filled whole boat, until it did sink

He did start this chain reaction
And now we cannot stop
What he started, broken hearted
By death, now hes creating sunken hearths

Ten years of destroying ships
Now he cant find another one
He filled that sea with so many tears
That shore, his dream, almost dissapeared

And other boats and ships
Scared away by warning lights
Warning lights on that place
Where he was swimming, every day and night

After ten years of surviving
His brain couldnt work on
Mind was creating escape plan
Guiding him into nowhere

He was swimming in painfull soup
And taste of drops on his lips
Will remind him forever
How many defendless ships

How many boats he did destroy
How many drops of women tears
Did fill this ocean so much
That were still able to feel

Taste of salt in our oceans
And however ocean seems to be infinite
It do have end, and we are able
Not to see it as a garbage pill

It was dark night ,with big, shiny moon
one guy swimming in giant silver pool
Everyone trought he was fool
But one women did know, what to do

Or maybe she didnt…
But she trought so
And she did it, noone ever knew why
Cause it looked like hard, paintfull way to die

But she did not shared his ship
Cause she knews man like him
She just brought him onto the shore
Helped him to create new boat

She started to teach him,
how to navigate trought sea
And the one day, normal as everyother
She suddently disapeared

And now at the end he finaly know
Its not right to share our boats
Better make powerfull fleet
It is always better to have two ships

Not chained together too strong
because in the wild storm
Iron still can hold
But wood is most important for our boats

When he was laying ,prepared to final sleep
at last second he realized
That women that save him was just fantasy
Noone saved him, just he did
Cause noone else can , my dear friend

This means war

Artileery shell fragments
Hitting every cell of my naked body

Thinking about what went wrong
Who is responsable for this

First srapnel is starting to drill into my body
It hurts
It hurts a lot
Why me?
It is my time already?

but there is no determined time in war to leave
You can leave almost every moment
You can be killed by lost bullet while youre eating
Or you doesnt have to be killed while being in crossfire

There is no time to leave for anybody
This means war
Random suffer distributed to whole popularion
Random dirty luck for survivors without legs, arms or destroyed from inside

Random evil everywhere
This means war
Pure evil made by nations
Made by us

Im okay

Its a really hard place to live
When you got no submarine
When you got nowhere to go
Out of this crazy rush world

People are in so fast flow
That a simple Bernoulli law
Is forcing you to be same
And you got noone else to blame

When Im sitting in my secret place
World is flowing by very fast
I see just bloom of your face
While you running your last race

My mind , Is just like a sponge
Soaking and soaking for so much time
Then in worst scenario exploding
throwing Debris in non deterministic lines

Im okay mom , Im okay
My head is just not the same
And I just need an open air
To get little more of oxygen

Im okay mom , Im okay
But sometimes is it not a fair
I do see, you want to stare
Sometimes i wish ,That you dont care

Im okay dad , Im okay
I Hope you got someone to blame
Dont blame yourself , please dont blame
Cause it would be my cross to wear

Seeing Sad Storm

Hey man
you look like a sad storm
walking in circles looking for something
you already dropping every second
 
Constantly ashamed by other people
by building your own new steeple
on the place you was already ten years ago
looking for dust, for decades ready to be blown 

I can see myself on my own hill
gravity turned, but Im staying still
On my top, on another’s deep sea
I cant believe , what I can see

I look like egoistic machine without feelings
But I do feel ashamed, I do .. really
Everyone is different
but we do share some fears
we do share raindrops, heaven’s tears

I was just staying there
not seeing the one who’s needing my atention
What role in our stage I do have
If Im just tree, moving myself.. not others..